Make Myself Sick

Really, I do. I am feeling totally gross right now.

It's no secret I try to soothe myself with food. Lately I've done well with substituting exercise with food, or at least working out enough to not need the sugar/carb highs. But I am pissed at myself, for losing my wallet and phone, so I dealt with it how I know. I ate.

I had hotdogs at work tonight. I hate them but was soo hungry and that's what they had for dinner. Then Craig, darling that he is, brought me a sandwich and some chips. That was nice. I got home and ate two bowls of cereal.

I didn't sleep last night because I was mad at myself for losing stuff. Tonight I won't sleep because I'm mad at myself for eating because I was mad at myself for losing stuff. Totally sick.