Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Taste Bust

On Sunday, the most glorious thing happened: I had Oreos.

These were my first Oreos of the year. We didn't have them growing up as a kid (grama's house featured the off-brand vanilla variety) so there were too many nights as a depressed young woman I'd eat a whole package of the mint kind. With a glass of milk, of course.

I was buying gauze at the pharmacy on Sunday when they caught my eye. There was a snack stand, and among the carb- and calorie-laden options was a four pack of mint oreos, dipped in chocolate. They were the very definition of where heaven and hell combine.

I wasn't particularly hungry but bought them with a note of forgiveness and apology. I knew that they would take alot longer to work off than they would to eat, but my self-indulgence said it was ok.

So in the car, I ripped open the package. And .... mmm .... they were gone.

My first Oreos of the year and they were gone without me realizing it.

I do this sometimes. Ok, a lot of times. I eat so fast or so mindlessly that I barely taste something. I look down and it's all gone - how did that happen? Oh yeah, I'm a pig.

The same sort of thing happened tonight. I got home from work at 10 and since I'd not eaten (no groceries + dumb = dumb and hungry Ang). I had two bowls of cereal, scooping the yum in my mouth with nary a pause. One bowl gone, I poured another. I figured it was my caloric right.

Well, I'm paying for it. It's 430, I've been awake for an hour and Craig just groaned at me. I dont know that I wouldn't have woken if I'd eaten the cereal and actually REALIZED what I was putting in my mouth at the speed of light, but maybe it would have been worth it.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

The most important thing I learned in my own weight-loss pursuit is that IT IS OK TO FAIL SOMETIMES. To give in to your weakness. Nobody can be strong all the time.

Once you accept this inevitability, it becomes much easier to get back on the weight-loss horse. Without that acceptance, people tend to spiral into a sense of defeat ... and they figure they'll never get what they want, so they might as well comfort themselves with comfort food all the time.

A slip is a slip. Not an end. Just a necessary means to a better end.